Post by mag on Jun 18, 2008 22:15:03 GMT -5
So, children sit back and read, if only to kill a few minutes of boredom.
Once upon a time there was a jackass, he will go unnamed or you can call him me. This jackass believed in a few things just like everyone else, some good, some bad. One day he met a girl...
So what happened, I'd come to be know as someone who would never hold anything back and yet here I was stopping myself from saying something, simply because overnight my views had changed. This girl, who drove me so crazy I must have fallen in love, made me change my mind about something I thought I was resolute about, online relationships. I don't know how much she cared about me during our time together, maybe she just thought it was nice to have someone to talk too, I may never really know. In the end we went our separate ways, we both had baggage and she couldn't handle her's. Anyway, I was annoyed and a bit frustrated, but I couldn't be mad or have any negative emotion about the whole thing, because she had opened my eyes to a new experience. All I could or can do, is wish her the best and hope she's happy.
So there's my bit of crazy for you, all original all real. Now the question is why would I tell you people these things and make myself vulnerable to you? Atonement, once upon a time I was an ass and you may have been victims of it, and there's the fact that most of you will guess at who I am, but none of you will figure it out.
Funny thing is; it's been a long time since then and I still think about her, I wonder if she thinks about me... And if by some extremely random chance she should stumble upon this and read it, I hope you're doing well.
Once upon a time there was a jackass, he will go unnamed or you can call him me. This jackass believed in a few things just like everyone else, some good, some bad. One day he met a girl...
So what happened, I'd come to be know as someone who would never hold anything back and yet here I was stopping myself from saying something, simply because overnight my views had changed. This girl, who drove me so crazy I must have fallen in love, made me change my mind about something I thought I was resolute about, online relationships. I don't know how much she cared about me during our time together, maybe she just thought it was nice to have someone to talk too, I may never really know. In the end we went our separate ways, we both had baggage and she couldn't handle her's. Anyway, I was annoyed and a bit frustrated, but I couldn't be mad or have any negative emotion about the whole thing, because she had opened my eyes to a new experience. All I could or can do, is wish her the best and hope she's happy.
So there's my bit of crazy for you, all original all real. Now the question is why would I tell you people these things and make myself vulnerable to you? Atonement, once upon a time I was an ass and you may have been victims of it, and there's the fact that most of you will guess at who I am, but none of you will figure it out.
Funny thing is; it's been a long time since then and I still think about her, I wonder if she thinks about me... And if by some extremely random chance she should stumble upon this and read it, I hope you're doing well.